The Real me

For the times that I feel week, I will just think of them.. for the times that I feel completely troubled and feared….I will just think of them… for the times that I feel, disappointed and devastated in life… I will just think of them… for the times that I feel miserable….I will just think of them…. For the times that I feel abandoned and confused….I will just think of them….

FOR ALL THOSE TIMES THAT I’M NOT OK, THAT I’M SAD FOR ALL THE HEARTACHES OF MY LIFE….I WILL JUST THINK OF THEM…I WILL FORGET MYSELF FEELINGS AND HARDSHIP..AND WILL FOCUS OF THE HAPPINESS OF MY LOVE ONES…KNOWING THAT IF THEY ARE HAPPY AND IF THEY ARE HAPPY FOR ME, i’LL BE HAPPY ALSO. THEY GIVE ME STRENGTHS THEY ARE MY CONQUEROR, THEY ARE MY ACHIEVEMENT, THEY ARE THE REASON WHY I’M STILL HERE…OVERCOMING THE BATTLE OF SADNESS IN A PLACE TOO FAR FROM HOME…TOO FAR TO MY LOVE ONES…BUT I GUESS THIS IS ALL WHAT LIFE MEANS… MAYBE THIS IS MY PURPOSE.THIS IS WHAT GOD’S DESIGN FOR ME, HE KNOWS WHAT ARE MY WEAKNESSES AND IN THOSE TIMES HE WANTED ME TO BECOME STRONG, STRONG ENOUGH NOT FOR MYSELF BUT FOR THE PEOPLE WHO GATHERS STRENGTH FROM ME… I’M HOLDING ON TO MY CREATORS HAND—-> I ENTRUSTED MY WHOLE LIFE WITH HIM, CAUSE IF THERE’S A POINT IN MY LIFE WHERE CIRCUMSTANCES AND HARDSHIP EXIST…HE NEVER LEAVES ME…BUT HE SHOWED ME LOVE AND KINDNESS BY BRINGING MY LOVE ONES INTO MY LIFE… FOR ALL THE TIMES THAT I FEEL WEAK,,I WILL NOT LET MYSELF FALL INTO THIS KIND OF DILEMMA BECAUSE I KNOW THAT IN EVERY TEARS OF MY EYES,,, IS TWICE THE TEARS OF GOD FOR ME…WHEN I FEEL SAD AND GLOOMY…MY FATHER FEELS TWICE AS WHAT I’M FEELING… SO THERE’S NO ROOM FOR ME TO FEEL THE EMPTINESS OF MY SOUL,,,CAUSE MY LOVE ONES ARE THERE AND MOST IMPORTANTLY MY FATHER, MY SAVIOUR, MY VERY BEST FRIEND NEVER LEAVES ME…

i know realized that in those times…. God is really God… he makes things can’t be conquer by human being… he has a perfect plan… and he knows how to put in a safe place his masterpiece….

LOVE ONES - Families (i have many of them), My Daddy (Dino), Friends (too many to list.. College Friends, High School Friends, Elementary Friends, Existerian, PRoviterian, Oeterian)