Tomorrow i’ll be moving to my new house in Las Pinas, duh…too far from my work… Aside from its too far, there are 3 things that im gona miss in Pasig….

First my loving Daddy Dino…were too far from each and definitely we have to schedule our meeting and dates ever….

Second Im gona miss is Nessa, my very best friend….Nessa if youre reading my blog, don’t cry…I know we had a lot of bondings together…after 1 year of staying together with the same building, same house…. there are things that i really appreciate…. our friendship specially those moments that youre always on my side to support me and cheer me up when im down…. I will miss our chit chat even though its already 5 am were still in the mood to talk about things…. love, office….work…. people….friends… and even the disguisting one…hahahha..i will miss our gimiks….our shopping bonding ever….food trip….crying moments….eating together….laughter…. i will miss all of them… Don’t worry it doesn’t mean that i will leave you….im always here… to listen and cook for you… (remember your fav dishes..ampalaya, paksiw, sinigang, itlog sa umaga…chicken my own recipe….spagheti mushroom tuna…famour beef steak ever) I will miss all the bonding moments we had and i will treasure it till the end…. As you read my blog…please don’t cry… hehehhe…smile…i’ll be seeing you on monday morning…i love you…and always take care of yourself…duh…i feel like crying…. Ness im serious about it… for now i consider you not only my best friend who understands me in everything..but also my very dear sister…. Thank you so much for all the memories…i love you friend….

The third thing that i will miss is the good view in my place given that my unit is located on the fourth floor of the building… i will miss the mountain view and the sunlight in the morning that wakes me up….

I will miss all of it… meanwhile im a little bit excited… because it’s my own house and of course new environment…adjusting period again…..welcome Graveyard shift together with my new location…..

Missing Pasig so much……

When I’m reading the book "The five people you will meet in heaven" by Mitch Albom, a part of me is wondering what will happen to me after i die…. although i know that there are two places to choose from…heaven or hell….the book gives you the idea of what life would be…in heaven… Heaven is not something that has its own…magical world a place that will evolve base on our perception of what heaven is really look likes… At first i find the book so predicting, but when i gone with it, it made me realize one important thing…People live and die and we have no choice about it… what’s important is we spend our life with virtue according to what God is really wants for us..

Every actions, every decisions and every step we make…we affects one another…we are responsible to every one who’s living around us…not only our love ones…our enemies…even a mere stranger has something to do with your life.."There are no random acts, That we are all connected. That you can no more separate one life from another than you can separate the wind from the breeze."

Were on the same battlefield..and we don’t know when will gona die…but one thing is for sure..were living in a world where Balance dully exist…in every second that we lose 1 life…here comes another life…."Fairness does not govern life and death, if it did no persons could ever die young."

We are all connected…the fact that we have the same body organs..have the same breathing….have the same needs both emotional and physical…we are all people…who has a beginning and has its end…."it is because the human spirits knows, deep down that all lives intersect.That death does’nt just take someone…it misses someone else, and in the small distance between being taken and being missed, lives are changed." Just like when my father died…2 years ago..i still have the bitterness…and to tell you honestly…i do miss him..every now and then… death is not something that makes us separate and lose love for one another but it is a strong foundation of how we truely love one another….There were no strangers. Strangers are just family you have yet to come to know….

For all of us who still have the chance to live our life to the fullest…don’t waste your time…No life is a waste,,,the only time we waste is the time we spend thinking were alone. Do not let anger holds your life forever…

"Holding anger is a poison. It eats you from inside. We think that hating is a weapon that attacks the person who harmed us but hatred is a curved blade. And the harm we do, we do it to ourselves."

There are five people we will meet in heaven….they are the one who made us connected to the world were living while were still alive…. Heaven is a place where people is free from sorrows, pain…sickness…and all the burdens of the world has to offer… it is a place for peacefullness where Love is the center of everything…..

I Love this scenario…thanks for my friend…for giving me this passage….

Let it
go…….. 

By T. D. Jakes

There are people who can walk away from you.

And hear me when I tell you this! When people can walk away from you:
let them walk. I don’t want you to try to talk another person into
staying with you, loving you, calling you, caring about you, coming to
see you, staying attached to you. I mean hang up the phone.

When people can walk away from you let them walk.
Your destiny is never tied to anybody that left.

The bible said that, they came out from us that it might be made
manifest that they were not for us. For had they been of us, no doubt
they would have continued with us. [1 John 2:19]

People leave you because they are not joined to you.
And if they are not joined to you, you can’t make them stay.

Let them go.

And it doesn’t mean that they are a bad person it just means that
their part in the story is over. And you’ve got to know when people’s
part in your story is over so that you don’t keep trying to raise the
dead.

You’ve got to know when it’s dead.

You’ve got to know when it’s over. Let me tell you something. I’ve got
the gift of good-bye. It’s the tenth spiritual gift, I believe in
good-bye. It’s not that I’m hateful, it’s that I’m faithful, and I
know whatever God means for me to have He’ll give it to me.

And if it takes too much sweat I don’t need it. Stop begging people to
stay.

Let them go!!

If you are holding on to something that doesn’t belong to you and was
never intended for your life, then you need to……

LET IT GO!!!

If you are holding on to past hurts and pains ……

LET IT GO!!!

If someone can’t treat you right, love you back, and see your worth…..

LET IT GO!!!

If someone has angered you …….

LET IT GO!!!

If you are holding on to some thoughts of evil and revenge……
!
LET IT GO!!!

If you are involved in a wrong relationship or addiction……

LET IT GO!!!

If you are holding on to a job that no longer meets your needs or talents
……

LET IT GO!!!

If you have a bad attitude…….

LET IT GO!!!

If you keep judging others to make yourself feel better……

LET IT GO!!!

If you’re stuck in the past and God is trying to take you to a new
level in Him……

LET IT GO!!!

If you are struggling with the healing of a broken relationship…….

LET IT GO!!!

If you keep trying to help someone who won’t even try to help
themselves……

LET IT GO!!!

If you’re feeling depressed and stressed ………

LET IT GO!!!

If there is a particular situation that you are so used to handling
yourself
and God is saying "take your hands off of it," then you need
to……

LET IT GO!!!

Let the past be the past. Forget the former things.
GOD is doing a new thing for the coming years!!!

LET IT GO!!!

Get Right or Get Left
.. think about it, and then ….

LET IT GO!!!

"The Battle
is the Lord’s!"

God is so good to me… he always saved me…and he always..remind me how beautiful life it is… thanks for always reminding me….

Dealing with Discouragement

That is why we never give up. (2 Corinthians 4:16)

I
heard that the devil once had a garage sale. On the table before him
were all the worn tools he had used for so long. The rusty hammers of
harassment and intimidation, the knives of enticement and accusation,
the blades of greed and envy-all were laid out with price tags. Lust
was expensive, but not nearly as much as gossip. Pride was more than
both combined. But one item was priced higher than all the others. It
was plain but well worn. A simple tool, like all the rest, yet the cost
was much, much greater.

"What is this?" asked a customer. "And why is it priced so high?"

"Ahh,"
the devil said, cradling the tool in his bony fingers. "How I cherish
this. This is the most effective tool I’ve ever used. It works when no
other item in my bag can do the trick. When lust and envy and greed and
sloth fail to do their jobs-when pride can’t make a dent-this finishes
the job without fail. I have beaten more saints and sinners with this
one tool than with all the others on the table."

"Well, what is it?" the customer asked in anticipation. "Discouragement," said the devil.

I’m
sure this parable rings true to you. No matter who you are, you’ve
struggled against Satan’s most effective tool, because he wields it
often. The apostle Paul speaks about discouragement in his letter to
the Corinthian church: "We are pressed on every side by troubles, …
crushed and broken. We are perplexed … hunted down. These bodies of
ours constantly share in the death of Jesus"

(2 Corinthians 4:8-10).
Anytime you fight on the side of Jesus, Satan’s wrath comes down hard
on you. But the advice Paul gives to the Corinthians applies to us all:
"Though our bodies are dying, our spirits are being renewed every day.
For our present troubles are quite small and won’t last very long ….
For the troubles we see will soon be over, but the joys to come will
last forever" (2 Corinthians 4:16-18).

The
key to overcoming discouragement is to allow God to renew us inwardly
day by day. And that is done through remaining heavenly minded. By
focusing on eternal glory instead of temporal struggles. By letting God
replace thoughts of failure with visions of heavenly rewards.

Thanks for my cousin’s blog…it really helped me…thank you Lord for saving my soul….

what a cruel day….

Today I felt the loneliness of being alone…. the bitterness of life… i don’t know why im feeling this way… im so depressed, confused…. im not happy at all… after all the things that i had given to attain the success and yet here i am…. still in the middle of my insanity… dreaming of somewhere…I thought im brave enough to conquer my fear…but why… im still here…losing the battle…. i thought i have the guts….the intellect…. techniques….lifes…technicalities…. but how come… i can’t win the battle in my own procrastination….

I feel like giving up…….Oh God help me…

“Real love is more than a
physical feeling. If there’s even the slightest doubt in your head
about a guy, then forget about it. It’s not real.”

As I look into this quotes I paused a while and think it over… Maybe the quote was not telling the truth.. How would you know if your in doubt….to someone you love…and how the hell would i know…if my feelings  is true…. how should i know….please let me know… I can’t concentrate…i don’t know why…. it’s been a weeks… God help me… Getting confused is not the right thing at this moment……………———-> im wicked angel…..how comes angel are wicked?? is there such things??

October 25, 1984

The Life Path 3 indicates that
you entered this plane with a strong sense of creativity and  with wonderful communication skills. Achievement for you most
likely comes through engaging your ingenious expression. A truly
gifted 3 possesses the most exceptional innovative skills, normally in the verbal realm, writing, speaking, acting, or similar endeavors. Here we are apt to find the entertainers of the world, bright, effervescent, sparkling people with very optimistic attitudes. The bright side of this path stresses harmony, beauty and pleasures;of sharing your inventive talents with the world. Capturing your capability in creative self-expression is the highest level of attainment for this life path.
      

Life is generally lived to the
fullest, often without much worry about tomorrow. You are not very good at handling money because of a general lack of concern
     about it. You spend it when you have it and don’t when you don’t.

The 3 loves connecting with people. The characteristics of the 3 are warmth and friendliness, a good conversationalist, social and open. A good talker both from the standpoint of being a delight to listen to, but even more importantly, one who has the ability to listen to others. Accordingly, the life path 3 produces individuals who are always a welcome addition to any social situation and know how to make others feel at home. The approach to life tends to be exceedingly positive. Your disposition is almost surely sunny and openhearted. A happy and often inspired person, you are constantly seeking and needing the stimuli of similar people.

There is a remote side to your 3 Life Path, as well. This comes as a surprise to the native and to those who think they are well acquainted. The 3 is actually a very sensitive soul. When hurt, you can easily retreat to a shell of morose silence for extended periods. Nonetheless, the 3 eventually copes with all of the many setbacks that occur in life and readily bounces back for more. It is usually easy for you to deal with problems because you can freely admit the existence
of problems without letting them get you down for too long. Because
of your own sensitivity to hurt, you have a caring disposition and seem to be very conscious of other people’s feelings and emotions.

In romance, the 3 is a very ardent and loyal lover. Affairs that don’t go well can leave scares
that seem to linger. Emotional experiences of all sorts tend to deeply touch the 3 and the drama may take some time to play out. Regrettably, the giving disposition of the 3 often attracts demanding partners. As with most of life’s issues for the 3 Life Path, balance in relationships is illusive.

Your big test with a 3 Life Path is controlling your highs and lows. You won’t survive very well in any routine environment or when you are placed under dominating management. Slow thinking and
overly contemplative people tend to frustrate you, and you don’t function too well with this type whether you are working for, with, or under them. Your exuberant  nature can take you far,
especially if you are ever able to focus your energies and talents.

For the few living on the negative side of this Life Path, a 3 may be so delighted with the joy
of living that the life becomes frivolous and superficial. You may scatter your abilities and express little sense of purpose. The 3 can be an enigma, for no apparent reason you may become moody and tend to retreat. Escapist tendencies are not uncommon with the 3 life path, and you find it very hard to settle into one place or one position. Guard against being critical of others, impatient, intolerant, or overly optimistic.