Sex and the City

June 4th, 2008 by livestrong-ley
I
just watched this movie….and yes…it melted my heart again…oh
yeah! im so emotional…geeezzz…that’s what they call me
anyway….got used to it….there’s something in this movie that makes
me realized…how bless and how wonderful it is…to have someone by
yourside…someone to love with…live with…laugh with…cry
with….share every damn single moment of your life…I’m a person who
never believe in fairy tales and happy endings…I used to believe in
that..but today…things are getting much complicated….as i grow
older…there are many things that keep on changing one of those things
is my perspective regarding commitment and relationship…I’m not
saying that i’m bitter or i didn’t experience the magic of love…it’s
just that…when i think of it at the moment…things are
different…it’s not the way i think of it….several years ago..when
im still young and still vulnerable to appreciate this powerful
emotion….but SUDDENLY when i watched this movie…it made me realized
that still LOVE has its own way of showing you…the essence that it
brings to someones life….I like this movie although it’s very
ordinary and it’s a simple girls story….but still it manage to
capture my heart….It touched my heart…and i wondered…where are my
girlfriends right now….

I remember my dear friends….Kat,
Sally and Ness…were like Miranda, Carrie, Samantha and Charlotte…I
really miss the moments we have…while were still in college….it
brings some tears in my eyes…as i remembered all our activities and
the way we made each other happy and well taken care of…Geezz…
Aside from that…this movie penetrates my soul…for my future
relationship…(if ever…im dreaming that he would be my last…for
the rest of my life with…) I was dreaming that same thing will happen
to me…hahaha im so weird…here i am again….fantasizing everything
that the silver screen is offering…naaahh… but after this
movie….there are many things that keep me going…and to continually
search for the essence of true friendship and all kinds of
relationship…that everyone im connected with….it’s a nice movie…
and my favorite quote is this….

“Later
that day I got to thinking about relationships. There are those that
open you up to something new and exotic, those that are old and
familiar, those that bring up lots of questions, those that bring you
somewhere unexpected, those that bring you far from where you started,
and those that bring you back. But the most exciting, challenging and
significant relationship of all is the one you have with yourself. And
if you can find someone to love the you you love, well, that’s just
fabulous.”

“When you’re young,
your whole life is about the pursuit of fun. Then, you grow up and
learn to be cautious. You could break a bone or a heart. You look
before you leap and sometimes you don’t leap at all because there’s not
always someone there to catch you. And in life, there’s no safety net.
When did it stop being fun and start being scary?”

“Maybe
mistakes are what make our fate… without them what would shape our
lives? Maybe if we had never veered off course we wouldn’t fall in
love, have babies, or be who we are. After all, things change, so do
cities, people come into your life and they go. But it’s comforting to
know that the ones you love are always in your heart… and if you’re
very lucky, a plane ride away”

—Devastated—

March 16th, 2008 by livestrong-ley

As i stare to my surroundings…i realized..that i was left behind..i was forgotten..and nobody seems to remember me…by then… i vanished…i disappeared and the wind takes me away…it takes away my existence….

—My Mackie—

March 10th, 2008 by livestrong-ley

Meet Mackie, My Hubby, My Passion, My Strength, My Weakness, My Love…My Dream…

Mackie’s Birthday  - March 10, 2008
Mackie’s Birth Place - Singapore
Mackies Real Name - MacBook Black

Mackies Specifications

               

               

               

                   

                

                  

                     
 
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  • 2.4GHz Intel Core 2 Duo
  • 3GB 667 DDR2 SDRAM - 2×1GB
  • 250GB Serial ATA Drive @ 5400 rpm
  • SuperDrive 8x (DVD±R DL/DVD±RW/CD-RW)
  • Keyboard/Mac OS - U.S. English
  • AirPort Extreme Card & Bluetooth

I love my Mac book now. I couldn’t ask for more.

Geezzz…I can’t sleep now…shocks…can’t believe that I have my own MAC Book now..after all…I’m so emotional right now…huhuhuhu… Mac your my dream come true….

—I’d Rather Have bad Times with you–

March 6th, 2008 by livestrong-ley

ID RATHER

I thought sometime alone
was what we really needed
you said this time would hurt more than it helps
but I couldn’t see that
I thought it was the end
of a beautiful story
and so I left the one I loved at home to be alone(alone)
and I tried to find
out if this one thing is true
that I’m nothing without you
I know better now
and I’ve had a change of heart

I’d rather have bad times with you, than good times with someone else
I’d rather be beside you in a storm, than safe and warm by myself
I’d rather have hard times together, than to have it easy apart
I’d rather have the one who holds my heart
whoo-oo-oo-oo yeah

And then I met someone
and thought she could replace you
we got a long just fine
we wasted time because she was not you
we had a lot of fun
though we knew we were faking
love was not impressed with our connection they were all lies, all lies
so I’m here cause I found this one thing is true
that I’m nothing without you
I know better now
and I’ve had a change of heart

I’d rather have bad times with you, than good times with someone else
I’d rather be beside you in a storm, than safe and warm by myself
I’d rather have hard times together, than to have it easy apart
I’d rather have the one who holds my heart
who holds my heart

I can’t blame you if you turn away from me, like I’ve done you,
I can only prove the things I say with time,
please be mine,

I’d rather have bad times with(please be mine) you,
than good times with someone else(I know)
I’d rather be beside you in a storm(anytime),
than safe and warm by myself(so sure baby)
I’d rather have hard times to gether,
than to have it easy apart
I’d rather have the one who holds my heart(my heart)

I’d rather have bad times with you(surely),
than good times with someone else(surely)
I’d rather be beside you in a storm(oh yeah),
than safe and warm by myself(all by myself)
I’d rather have hard times together,
than to have it easy apart(you know it)
I’d rather have the one who holds my heart

I’d rather have the one who holds my heart
I’d rather have the one who holds my heart
whoooo…..who holds my heart

—If i can turn back those times…Id rather have bad times with you than good times with some else…

—Ironic—

February 24th, 2008 by livestrong-ley

Sometimes
there are some scenarios in our life that are so ironic….it’s so
ironic that we wanted to get rid all of it..but we just can’t…

I hate my attitude…i hate myself for being extremist… in many things…there are a lot of things that’s good but most of the time it’s not…. I can’t understand myself for some scenarios… I always believe in MIND over MATTER thingy…actually me and my friend experienced the same things…I think were too similar to each other we seems to tolerate each others weaknesses…but we thought that if we will continue to live in the same faulty scenarios of our life…nothing will happen….

We will just be the same….person we used to be….It’s very IRONIC that i am surrounded by those type of people….I have this big WEAKNESS that’s getting into my wickedness…It’s just so IRONIC that no matter how i tried to live my life in as much as clean as possible…but my surroundings won’t not let me….

Isn’t very IRONIC?…how to live with it.?.. when life is full of surprises and temptations you can’t even resist….

–weehh smile–

February 14th, 2008 by livestrong-ley

Today is quite a happy day for me!…weehh… i didn’t work today…although i’m in the office but my mind says not to do so…weehh… I’ve rested my mind for a while..

free from everything…free from worries…free from all…I’ve just talked to my friends…gathered all the memories we have during those times when i’m in the philippines… hahaha so happy…to bring those memories…

Thanks Bernard for making my afternoon delightful… hahaha…after all the chit chat we made…you really makes me feel better hahahaha..isa kang eklavu.. hahahaha…

I guess im moving forward with my life now. So blessed to have good friends out there whose willing to listen to all of my drama…for accepting the real me…even though i’m nuts and really crazy at times… hahahahha…

Thanks to all of you guys for making me feel better…weehhh….go Ley look ahead…and strive hard….this is not the place where you will fall because of your weakness…..hahahahha still need to focus and let those pain be out of your life completely…

Really thankful for all the blessings and for giving me such a good friends…I’m really blessed…

–Comfort Zone–

February 13th, 2008 by livestrong-ley

Where is my comfort zone? I guess that would be home… why do people get out of their comfort zone just to prove something…? for me life will not be good if people don’t get out of their shells…we must go to our limit…we must test our patience and our strength in facing life difficulties…

If i have regrets at the moment…i guess that would be…If i hurt other people feelings…If i hurted someone because of my choice…let me take this opportunity to apologized to those persons…. If i hurted someone because you love me so much…I’m sorry for all the pain i’ve caused you…

If i can bring back those times I guess i’ll choose to be fair…this time im embracing my maturity level…and yes i’m apologizing…although it’s too late but at least…I’ve realized that I really hurted your feelings more than ever… It’s you who love me at my weakest area…and aside from the fact that I left you..still you choose to love me no matter what…and now i wanted you to be happy…for once in your life…

For the past 4 years that we’ve been through…I wanted you to know how much i appreciate the love and care you’ve given me…

You really deserve to be happy…to be with someone who will neglect you…and who will stand by you…no matter what….who will not leave you to your weakest area…

I’m so sorry…you know who you are…

–When its too late–

February 7th, 2008 by livestrong-ley

Everybody falls…no one survived in painful emotion of breaking up…Everyone experience the same thing whenever someone broke their heart…We really hate the person and we wanted them to get hurt so that life will be fair enough..so that we’ll be even…But Life is not like that…we have our own time to get hurt…to be happy…to be sad…to experience life most painful scenarios…We have our own time in experiencing those things. God alloted us a good time table for us to manage…it’s up to us if we will fall or pass but whatever the result might be…we hope that it’s not too late for us to Learn the most important lessons in our life.

People get hurt and sometimes lost her ego, it’s a normal thing…it’s a matter of gathering enough strength and standing from where you fall….

Time heals everything….but i hope that’s its not yet too late for me to heal….

–Paano?–

February 7th, 2008 by livestrong-ley

Paano mabuhay ng normal ulet? Dalawang araw na ang nakakaraan…masakit magmahal…lalo na kung alam mong binigay mo ng lahat…pinaglaban mo…pinag-ukulan ng panahon…pinilit baguhin ang pananaw sa larangan ng pagmamahal…handa kong isakripisyo ang mga bagay bagay para lang mapatunayan ko kung gaano ko sya kamahal…PERO hindi sapat ang lahat ng yon…

Maghapon akong nakahiga sa kama ko, walang ginagawa…pinipilit matulog pero hindi naman makatulog…kinakausap ang sarili…kung bakit kailangan mangyari sa kin ang ganitong bagay…wala naman akong kasalalan…kasalanan ko bang mahalin kita? wala naman akong ginawang mali…para maramdaman ko toh…ang hinihingi ko lang naman simpleng eksplanasyon…mahirap ba un? 12 oras na kong nakahimlay kay bugoy…wala na kong magawa…nakapag basa na din ng libro, pero parang wala akong naintindihan sa mga ito….mabilis na lumipas ang oras…tinitignan ang ym list ko kung magoonline ka at baka sakaling kausapin mo ako…at ipaliwanag ang buong sitwasyon….

Sa kabila ng lahat…umaasa pa din ako….kahit sobrang sakit ng mga nangyari….kahit binale wala ung nararamdaman ko…ok lang…basta alam kong masaya ka sige lang…pero sa mga oras na toh…ang tanging hiling ko lang…pagiging patas…maging patas ka naman sana…kahit hindi na bilang karelasyon ano ba ung kahit simpleng kaibigan na lang…konting konsiderasyon sa nararamdaman ko….

Hindi ko hinihiling na mahalin mo ko ng buong buo…o ipangako mo ko sa kin ang bukas….ang hinihingi ko lang ay isang simpleng eksplanasyon na magsasabi sa kin at makakapagpatahimik sa kin….na alam ko nga talaga ang mga dahilan mo kung bakit mo nagawa sa kin yon.

Maintindihin akong tao…pero sana…man lang…kahit konti…hayaan mong intindihin ko din naman ang saking sarili kahit sandali lang….kahit sa mga oras na toh lang….

–Too much–

February 5th, 2008 by livestrong-ley

Enough…it’s too much…your pushing me through my limit…I never thought that loving you can bring so much pain in my life…I need your explanation…i really need it…even though its too bad and painful..i can still accept the reality…JUST EXPLAIN the whole thing…

EXPLAIN IT…